As mentioned in my previous blog, one of those changes was meeting my soulmate, Taryn. Since then, the concept for Taryn of being a returned soul is slowly beginning to be absorbed, although still with much resistance. Observing her assimilate the concept has helped to remind me of when I first discovered the truth about my identity and the initial emotional experiences (memories) I had, and how I have wanted to deny and run away from that reality. How angry I was/am about being someone different than what my mind was telling me that I am, and the gravity of what that means if I surrender to it. Angry at God for allowing it (ironically it was our souls choice, not a directive from God). Angry to have to deal with more intense terror, grief and loss than the average person, Angry that it’s something that I can’t fight, yet I’ve kept on trying. Angry that I will never have a normal life like everyone else. Angry how psychologically disturbing it is. I’ve been stuck in an angry holding pattern for so long now.
It has been over a decade long struggle of anger and resistance, knowing that once the truth Genie is let out of the bottle, it can’t be put back. And it’s something that just bugs you until you are willing to accept it. I know that allowing emotions to naturally be experienced opens you up to truth; it’s what helped me discover the truth of my real identity. In the personal struggle to accept/deny who I am, I tried to close the door to that specific truth. Trying to shut down the feelings associated with one issue unfortunately causes a progressive shutting-down/numbing of all emotions. Even trying to write this blog I find it difficult to connect more deeply to what I would really like to share/say is an effect of this shutting down, which I do not like. I thought denial of who I am was OK for for a long time. It is really not!
For many years I’ve always had some fanciful hope that I’d be able to figure out our souls purpose without having to go through all the memories and associated grief and terror. It simply just does not work that way, for myself or anyone! Fighting is exhausting. Denial hasn’t worked, I’ve got the evidence of that and I’m personally experiencing the effects of my prior choices. I’m getting older, I’m not happy and haven’t been for a long time, I’m not doing what my souls purpose really is and I miss the depth that I used to feel before I found out who I am. My life has become much worse by honouring my fear, but there is another choice! The process of surrender and acceptance is the most logical and loving direction if I ever want to be happy. I feel some apprehension with the depth of the pain that I will have to feel, and I don’t know where the truth will take me and what the outcome will be. This denial and resistance has had many flow on effects.
Another change in my life is that I’m no longer a Director or member of God’s Way organisation. The Directors of God’s Way Ltd. came to the decision that it was no longer suitable or loving for me to be in a leadership role until I sort through these long standing issues. Since meeting Taryn we have been under much more spirit pressure and even more so when involved with God’s Way Ltd. We both have strong co-dependent addictions with spirits and unless we no longer desire those addictions, it puts others at risk. Due to strong emotions (mostly life threatening memories) I have from my 1st Century life, I don’t want to feel weak and thus want to feel powerful over the fear in challenging situations. Until recently I wasn’t aware of the severity of my projections on others and how I was potentially harming them due to my lack of humility.
Whilst I am sad about my reduced involvement with the organisation for the time being, I am also appreciative of the opportunity to have more time to focus on that area of my life that needs some dedicated attention if I’m sincere about desiring something different. In fact, I have been afforded a generous opportunity. Jesus and Mary know from personal experience the extensive amount of emotional work that is required for any one of the 14 to work through what is required to accept and surrender to the truth of who we are. This takes time, commitment and consistency. They know that I (and Taryn) will need time to be able to work through issues of love and make important choices for our life. Particularly the choice to connect to our soul and the desire to discover what we came to give.
As I’ll no longer be in a leadership role with God’s Way, please consider these recent changes in your desire to provide any further financial support. I will be receiving paid work from Jesus & Mary in assisting the building team approximately 9 days a month for a period of time. This began from the start of December and will be enough to meet my basic living expenses. I dearly thank everyone for all your donations thus far. Your generosity has greatly assisted to support me with day to day living expenses and I am truly grateful for. Additionally, I have had this blog post in a draft and been making changes to it and never have felt 100% happy with it and therefore it has been delayed in getting it out as promptly as I would have liked. (by the start of December at the latest) Given these changes, if you have donated recently and would like a refund please contact me directly to facilitate that. Contact: corny.aka.cornelius@gmail.com
Another change in my life is that Taryn and I have decided to live together. Since meeting, we have been living separately in close proximity but on different properties. This allowed us time and space apart as we got to know one another, however ultimately it aided in us avoiding our issues with each other. Specifically for me I was avoiding responsibility, particularly in regards to the children, which I have great resistance to. Living together will offer an opportunity to be more involved in each other’s life and for issues of love to be exposed and worked through. We still need our own space to feel when challenges arise, however as long as we are dedicated to working through those issues, we know it can work. The ultimate plan would be for us to design and build a house on my property, but that would take up considerable time. Time at the moment is such a valuable resource and we want to make sure that the focus is on working through our issues. So, in the meantime we decided to buy a flat pack transportable cabin that will serve the purpose of a bathroom, bedroom and living area (or another bedroom), but can get us additional space quickly. Ever since I’ve been on this 40-acre property, I have lived in a shed that is partly decked out like a house, but has no internal running water or bathroom, and instead has an outdoor camp shower and a basic composting toilet. (as seen on first blog post) It has 3 bedrooms and a small kitchen however, we’re installing a new kitchen that will be more functional and practical for a family. We will later add another off-grid cabin further away from the shed area that either of us can use for private time when we need space but without abdicating our responsibilities to each other or the children. That is the primary plan so far. In the future we felt that because many people are coming from overseas to be involved in God’s Way activities, that we would like to offer these cabins as visitor accommodation.
In a closing note, I would like to thank Jesus, Mary, Eloisa and Phoebe, for their love, kindness, support, patience, and assistance in helping me to become a better person, and guiding me to the avenues that block me to finding myself.
I’m looking forward to what this new future will present.
I’m re-sharing this original blog post, which includes some corrections, clarifications, and updates, noted in Italics. After speaking with Jesus, Mary, and Taryn, it became evident that I had simplified the details of their meeting, and as a result, it was not accurate. This could mislead the reader and be taken out of context. I have attempted to rectify this by including more details. I have also received feedback and reflected more on my own feelings, motivations, and resultant actions, which were out of harmony with Love. (Edited on 05/09/2025)
As some of you may have heard by now, a wonderful thing has happened. I have met my soulmate! Her name is Taryn, (pronounced: Taahrin). (Returned name – not 1st Century name) She is an exceptionally lovely person, as you will discover when you get the opportunity to meet her. She has a very gentle and kind heart towards others, which is evident in her presence. A beautiful gift from God!
Although we met just over a year ago now (we sat right next to each other and introduced ourselves), neither of us clocked the significance in that moment. She was in a relationship at the time with her partner and 3 children: Toro-3, (from that relationship) & Indyara-10, & Serenity-13 (from a previous marriage). She lived about 4 hours drive away from here and attended the God’s Way Humility in Practice days on a few occasions, and then desired to journey out here on her own and stay longer to immerse herself in the experience and feel more deeply.
During the next time that she visited, we had a brief chat in passing (at a God’s Way event) and struck up a conversation about an interest that we both shared, and hoped to speak about it further at a more appropriate time. We still had no idea about who we were to each other at that stage. I did however notice that I felt character or personality qualities in her that I liked that were not exposed by our brief conversation, yet I didn’t know how I would know that, having no evidence. I didn’t see her again for another 5 months or so, which aligned with Jesus & Mary being away on last year’s “Living Room Tour”. In the meantime, she decided to purchase a caravan so that she could journey out here more often and consider moving here permanently, returning in mid-December 2024.
Some months later, at a God’s Way Humility in Practice 3-day event, we were working opposite each other at a cutting table and were able to spend a few hours talking and getting to know each other, and sharing our life experiences. That was fantastic, because I was praying for an opportunity to get more time with her. After that interaction, I had a yearning to spend more time with her to get to know more about what her thoughts and feelings were on anything & everything. Upon reflection, it was intriguing that our first extended conversation occurred whilst assisting in manufacturing bum towels, as our previous conversation was about our common interest in sewage management! By then, she had moved out to this area and was renting at a property behind mine. I was unaware that she had also ended the relationship that she was in, even though they still came to events together with the children.
An opportunity came up at a party to get to chat again, a week before Jesus & Mary were about to set off on their overseas trip. During our conversation, she asked me about any particular strong feelings that I’ve experienced in this incarnation about my life in the first century. I explained one experience to her, along with some details that included my first meeting with my soulmate from that time. I discovered later that the experience I was sharing felt familiar to her, but she didn’t reveal anything to me at the time, as she was too embarrassed and overwhelmed. However, she did share with me that she was questioning the truth about her identity. By that stage, I was quite sure of who she was, but didn’t want to make any suggestions to ensure she discovered the truth through her own process, when she desired to know it and ask about it from her own inclination. I suggested that she have a chat with Jesus & Mary if they had some time before they go, which in reply she confirmed she had already arranged to meet with them. My suggestion was really motivated more by my own fears that “what if I’ve got it wrong” as I have done in the past. Not trusting my feelings. Really wanting Jesus and Mary to confirm for Taryn, to save me from my own responsibility and consequences of my own shameful and psychologically distressing feelings if I was wrong again, which in hindsight was not fair on them or Taryn.
On the day that Taryn was on her way to meet with Jesus & Mary, we passed each other on the road. When I was coming home, we passed each other again as she was leaving Jesus & Mary’s, and I was wondering if her world had just changed.
Upon meeting with Jesus and Mary, Taryn explained to me later that she was terrified and reluctant to share her feelings with them because she was too embarrassed and ashamed that her feelings were wrong. Jesus and Mary made it clear to Taryn that they couldn’t help her unless she was more forthcoming and transparent with them about her feelings. Once she finally found the courage to share her feelings about me being her soulmate, they asked her why she felt that way. After sharing more, Jesus and Mary agreed with her feelings. She was shocked to hear this, mostly because it meant that she wasn’t crazy. She’d spent many years questioning her identity, and now finally, the truth was confirmed. She explained that this brought some relief; however, along with it were overwhelming feelings of what that truth would mean. Even though she was relentlessly searching for the truth, she now realised how much she was denying the truth about herself.
There is more background to how Taryn discovered the truth before she was willing to share her feelings with Jesus and Mary; however, perhaps this is something she will personally share another time. Initially, her feelings had nothing to do with me; it was more about the truth of who she was. However, it wasn’t until I shared details about my soulmate in the first century that she truly questioned the connection between her own feelings (memories of past experiences) and me, and this only occurred a few days before she met with Jesus and Mary. Prior to our conversation at the party, Taryn had already arranged to meet with J&M to discuss her feelings about who she really was or whether everything she was feeling was injury-based and spirit-influenced. It was a very confusing time for her. And in hindsight, if I had had the courage to just say what I felt above all of my other excuses/fears for not saying it, it may have saved her a lot of distress.
Taryn contacted me the next day, and we caught up for lunch at my place the following day. Our first re-introduction to each other felt somewhat surreal, awkward, but relieving to be able to speak freely, now that the truth was out. Neither of us had a physical attraction to each other initially. This is something that has grown. I feel that she is a closer version of who our soul is than me, which inspires me to come closer to that too. It’s been 13 years up until now that I have not been in a relationship, and only desiring my next relationship to be with my soulmate. Jesus & Mary have consistently reminded us to feel about our soulmate and develop a longing for them. Although my longing has been limited due to holding onto anger, blame and loss issues regarding my soulmate, I still have wondered over the many years things about her. Feelings such as: Where she might live; What is her life like; If she’s happy or otherwise currently; If she’s close to her family or more independent from them; Does she have children or not; If she’s in a relationship and how she feels in that; If she grew up with any particular beliefs about God; If she feels that she knows there is something more about herself, but doesn’t understand it; Does she know about the concept of soulmates; What age she might be; How she feels about people; What she is passionate about; What was her childhood like; What are her feelings about love relationships; and How does she feel about herself, just to mention a few.
Most of the things that I was feeling about my soulmate were close to the mark, all except that I didn’t think that she would have had children. I got that part wrong. Upon reflection, this exposed some emotional blockages that I have towards children, or my experiences as a child that I’m wanting to avoid which being around children brings up.
I’d like to reiterate Jesus & Mary’s suggestion to anyone who would like to be with their soulmate, to develop a longing to feel the qualities, character and personality of their soulmate. Not what you’d like them to be for you in an addictive way, but what they are really like; what they feel like, and what their feelings are about all sorts of things.
Many people have the fantasy that meeting their soulmate is going to be like a “happily ever after” scenario, that meeting your soulmate causes love to happen by magic. I have not found it to be that way, nor ever expected it to be. There has always been a feeling of deep loss of my soulmate in me (due to the incarnation process – for the 14) before I re-met Taryn. Meeting my soulmate doesn’t just make that feeling go away by magic. That sadness is still there, and its presence causes a dampening of the joy of reuniting with my soulmate.
The same principle applies regardless if one has returned or if it’s your first incarnation. There are still addictions to deal with, false beliefs about Love, and barriers accepting Truths from God about self that still need to be dealt with before bringing the relationship into alignment of how God intended it to be.
It’s not by magic…more so, it happens by a passionate desire to be educated by God about what Love is. Soulmates are a creation of/by God, not one of our own creations.
Taryn and I are still a work in progress and need to accept the truth of our soul (from God’s perspective) in a heart-based way rather than (current) mind-based concept, to begin to have a true soulmate experience. In the meantime, we are getting to know each other and discovering our shared interests and passions and what we came here to do. I feel so much gratitude for God’s Design and having the opportunity to “explore” the other half of our soul, however we may come together. To grow towards God together. What an amazing gift God has given all/each of us in his/her design. Additional gratitude is extended to Jesus for creating the Divine Truth teachings. This alone drew Taryn’s interest to want to discover more about the teachings, which led her to find God’s Way Humility in Practice days, which led to our finally meeting. Without the creation of Divine Truth Pty Ltd teachings and the creation of God’s Way Ltd (which Jesus & Mary also created), I don’t know how, or if, Taryn and I would have ever met on this journey. The motivation of a person’s desire to love, and gift to others, has far-reaching beneficial effects on others that cannot be even dreamed nor fathomed! The same as it is with gifts from God, whether we are aware of it or not.
I took this photo of a painting when I was in a public library, back in 2011. The painting struck me as a lovingly energetic embrace by a soulmate couple. Little did I know at the time that Taryn was working in the building right next door! Just 1 degree of separation! It makes you wonder just how close your soulmate may be, and the blocks within us that keep us apart. My blocks towards Taryn have delayed us meeting sooner. One of the many compensatory effects of that is a deep regret for lost time which can never be replaced, even by the compensation process. It is true to say that it was Taryn’s desire to find the truth that ultimately led her to me, and the reason why we are together today, more than any part by me. Due to feedback I’ve received recently, I’m questioning the sincerity of my longing and desire for my soulmate, and it was likely more intellectual than feeling-based. My true feelings are still in rejection of my true identity; therefore, I am rejecting my soul and thus the other half of me. The cause of this is something I still need to feel through and release to have the beginnings of (re-connection to) a heart-based soulmate relationship.
On a final note, I’d like to shout out a big thank you to all those that who donate to me. The generosity of your donations enables me to continue what I love doing with God’s Way. With sincere thanks to all. Corny.
As Christmas roles around again, out pops Santa from the closet with bound-full exuberance ready to captivate the hearts of young children. Somewhere in the back corner of the closet is God. Stored away, forgotten, and not given much interest at all. One character, – who is not real and is the encouraged apple of children’s excitable eye for 1 day of the year. The other, – who is real and is constantly interested in all people, not just children and is available 24/7 for eternity. But who gets the most attention? And why is that a problem?
Source: Freepik.com
For generation upon generation particularly in the Western World, the encouragement of children to believe in Santa as real, is considered an “innocent thing”, “no big deal”, “it’s all in fun”. However, if we loved our children as we like to claim that we do, why do we knowingly and purposefully lie to them? There is nothing innocent in that. At some stage cracks in the lie are going to appear and the truth will come out. The discovery of the lie may come to a child as a great disappointment. Primarily, because they were encouraged to wholeheartedly believe something told to them by their parent and supported by the world, that was a known lie. The side-effect is that young children learn to not trust in their own feelings, not trust those that are supposed to love them, and lose faith in truth being a good thing. At an age when children are so impressionable, to manipulate them for some fun, is not fun, and definitely not love. All that said, yet a further hidden damage can occur.
If you examine the entities of Santa (fantasy) and God (real) side by side, you may begin to see something.
SANTA
No one has ever seen Santa
Brings gifts once a year in a magic sort of way
Gifts brought are material
Gifts want for more next year
Regarded as a jolly, happy character
Gift not given if you are naughty
Completely separate person from your parents
Can reach the whole world in a night
Has special powers that can’t be explained
Santa has helpers
Santa is not of this world
Creation of commerce to be monetised
GOD
No one has even seen God
Gives abundant gifts 24/7 to everyone if their desire is in harmony with the laws of love
Gifts are spiritual,emotional and by proxy also material
God’s gifts satisfy yet God still wants to give more
Loving, compassionate, very fair, joyous character
Gifts not recognisable when you disobey laws of love, yet always available to even the greatest sinner
Completely separate person from your parents
God is personally available to every individual, in the whole universe in an instant
Has eternal powers that can be explained.
God has helpers
God is not of the material world
Monetised by religions
There are some seeming similarities at play. Because of this, when the lie is exposed about Santa, this can also translate to God as well. That God is not real either! Hope for a loving entity beyond your parents is now tainted. There is very little enthusiasm to have an interest in an entity again that you can’t see.
Once bitten, twice shy!
An emotional barrier has been created that shuts down the childs desire to connect to God which carries on very likely for the rest of their life. This only leaves parents as the ones to educate and guide the child about its self and all things in life. Not a very reliable source it seems! The desire to feel about a loving outside source is never again considered.
While there are many other contributing barriers in life that damage a potential personal connection to discover God’s real character and nature, trying to maintain the Santa fantasy is a very easy one to eliminate. The mythical Santa is not the enemy here. It’s the motivation to continue imposing the lie upon children that is. Santa is just one of many lies passed on from generation to generation. To address these lies, seeing the damage caused in them, and correct them, is the most loving gift a parent could give a child for Christmas, and for life.
Hi there folks of the world. My apologies for been vacant on this blog for sometime now. My last post was in fact in 2022.
Time goes so fast! There are various blog topics that I currently have on the go which I’m excited about sharing, but all are in different states of completion which need finalising and posting. So watch this space.
Where have I been? Well, my time has been primarily focused with the God’s Way Ltd organisation. If you have not heard of this, check it out here. We have been very busy full-time with a range of projects. To save me from repeating what you may already know, the projects have been well presented on the God’s Way Ltd blog. I love volunteering my skill-set and time to an organisation who’s aim it is to share God’s personal way of Love and Truth with the world and the benefits that it will bring personally to the individual and to the world. In amongst that, personal rest time is set aside to continue to discover the resistances, false beliefs, and addictions inside of myself that prevents me from connecting with my true identity, God, and my soulmate. This is a continual work in progress.
Last November (2023) myself and Phoebe Bruce were appointed as Directors of the organisation along side existing Director, Eloisa Sparks. Phoebe and I were invited in as Directors which has allowed Jesus and Mary who previously filled that role, to give them time back to focus on what they love; sharing Divine Truth with the world. However, the role change was primarily a strategic move to provide us with the learning opportunity and responsibilities involved with running God’s Way Ltd.
Jesus and Mary gratefully give us mentoring and feedback to help us (even from the other side of the World), as we are all still learning the ropes of the role. The new role is a work in progress personally but is an enjoyable yet challenging one at learning how to run a company under a Constitution based on loving principles, compared to how the world does it.
DONATIONS I would like to take the opportunity to send out a huge heartfelt thanks to those that donate to me. Some of the donations come from people whom I have never even met before, and look I forward to meeting those people in person someday. It blows me away with the gift of generosity. While there are others that have been consistently donating for years. Your ongoing support has been invaluable. The donations allow me to utilise my time to be able to work full-time with God’s Way Ltd organisation, working beside great people (Jesus, Mary, Eloisa and Phoebe) with the same goals for the world. I have sometime ago lost one of my most generous and consistent long term donors, due to alternate life changes. Unfortunately this has meant that my basic living expenses are not now being covered and I have been eating into rainy day savings. This can’t be sustained and I may have to reduce work time with God’s Way Ltd to procure funds spending my time using my skill-set elsewhere. I would appreciate if anyone would like to assist by donation to allow my time to continue to be spent with God’s Way Ltd, which in turn assists Gods Way Ltd if I can continue working for free as a gift to the organisation. Regular donations are the most preferable because they offer consistency, but any type of donations are wonderfully appreciated. Thank-you.
SPARE TIME PERSUITS Besides my time on God’s Way projects and time on myself, I’ve personally felt for some time now, that everyone in the world should have shelter available to them. It is a basic survival need, in conjunction with food and water. This is in the same spirit of how God feels; that God’s gifts are available to all of us – not just some. (equality)
The criteria I feel that for everyone to have shelter would be:
Products need to be easily available world-wide, (accessibility to all)
Man, child or woman can build it, (self-responsible)
Can be self-built without requiring professional skills, (self-educating)
Doesn’t require heavy machinery, (simplicity)
Is low cost, (affordable to all)
Doesn’t pollute the environment upon its end of life use / deconstruction, (love for the environment)
Can easily be added to if you need an extra space, (flexibility)
Is well insulated, with no need of additional heating and cooling, (using God’s Natural Laws)
Has a nice feel to it when inside of it, (a soul space)
Individual personality and creativity can shine through it’s creation, (personal expression)
Can harvest it’s own potable water supply, (self-responsible)
Over the past year or two/three when I can find the time, I have been experimenting with aerated concrete – or aircrete. This is made from 3 ingredients – detergent, water and cement. These 3 items are generally available virtually everywhere in the world.
This simple product was first tried in Hawaii (as far as I am aware) by an outfit named Domegaia. Ironically, the founder of Domegaia emailed God’s Way Office many years back. God’s Way Building Team were running some experiments at the time using industry waste sawdust as building product, The experiments were posted on the (God’s Way blog). The founder of Domegaia must have read the blog post out of interest, and in turn shared what they were doing. This is how I learned about aircrete.
The product itself is made by producing a very dense foam (much like shaving cream foam) from detergent, water and air. This is then mixed in to a cement and water slurry mix. When these two mixes are combined it creates the aerated cement mix. The resultant mix looks similar in consistency to a chocolate mouse – but grey and probably a bit crunchy!
Aircrete mix ready to pour into formwork
The mix is then poured into a formwork (a specific sized container) and left to set.
The purpose of the foam is to create tiny aircells in the cement block which give it the insulation properties. The foam expands the cement slurry by 5 to 7 times its original quantity. This makes the use of cement very economical. The foam density is critical to achieve because it is the integral support structure for the cement mix until the cement has hardened. The foam bubbles eventually dissipate to form micro air cells in the final product. These air cells give the product it’s insulating properties. Once the product is set enough to hold shape, (usually about 24 hours) the mix is cut into the block sizes required and left to cure ready for use when enough have been made.
Cutting blocks to size while still soft
Domes are the common shape made from aircrete because aircrete has a relatively low load-bearing capacity as an individual item. The dome shape overcomes this load-bearing issue by being based upon one of God’s strongest shapes – a sphere. Think of what God has made for strength and it is all based on a circle (cylindrical or spherical). Things like:
Planets
Tree trunks, branches and roots
Fruits, vegetables, nuts, grains, seeds
Bones
Cells
Eggs It makes you ponder; if God builds this way for strength, why don’t we?
The domes are built on a pre-poured concrete slab to suit the footprint of the designed dome/s. Once the dome or variants of this shape is built, the inside and outside surfaces are cement rendered with a mesh inlay to increase the strength. It is essentially the same structural principal as a SIP panel (Structural Insulated Panel). An insulation material sandwiched both sides with a hard surface either side. The difference being that SIP’s usually contain a very environmentally unfriendly foam products. Seemingly great for now, but it will become the next generations environmental pollution problem. A liquid applied waterproof membrane (available at most hardware stores) is applied to the outside for weatherproofing. Then a decorative cement render is applied over the top of that as a final product. The same process is done on the inside, minus the need of the waterproofing membrane.
It is all a very hands on process, but very easy for DIY unskilled building novices. While it has been a bit of a backyard novelty, the worlds first Council Approved aircrete dome building has been built in Flaxton, Queensland, Australia. Domes less than 4m2 generally don’t require council approvals. However, check with your local authority.
1 bedroom dome less than 4m2
For me, I’m not 100% sold on the idea just yet. It’s simply a building system that ticks virtually every box except water collection. Other non-habitable outbuildings could provide the water catchment. I’d love to build one to get accurate data on it to give to God’s Way Ltd to share with the world if it were to be successful as an idea. To be a project for God’s Way, I would, as any responsible person would, need to do the research and live testing before presenting it as a viable project to God’s Way Ltd if they had an interest in it. I have the space to do it, but just not the time it would require from me as it is a time heavy process. I have drawn up a design with some tricks to gain more space than you think you could get from a dome. They actually feel bigger on the inside than what you think from the outside.
My choice of interior decor – earthy tones
Currently I have made an aircrete testing box to get some data on the insulation properties, both for hot and cold conditions. While there are some claims out there about the great insulation properties (which I can’t find information on how they came to those figures), I would like to get real data to corroborate that.
Being a spherical shape, the sun never radiates directly onto to the entire surface. It’s only able to focus on a small specific area, such as shining a light on a basketball, as opposed to a flat surface like most buildings. The shape is also aerodynamically fantastic. The wind force goes over and around the shape, therefore very little wind-load is imposed on the structure. The acoustic insulative properties is also excellent when inside the aircrete dome.
Backyard dome still standing in the aftermath of a tornado in Moore, Oklahoma, USA – 2013
Pro’s
No weak points. The walls become the roof in a monolithic form
The sun can never heat up a flat surface, because there are none
Self supportive nature of the shape allows windows or doors to be cut in at a later stage should and extension or addition to the dome be required
Starting the semi-circle of the dome at waist high allows more height at the walls. Essentially not a semi-circle but 3/4 of a sphere
The shape deflects wind loads to go around and over the building reducing lateral forces significantly
Hand tools can complete the job
Great acoustic properties from outside noise
Zero heavy lifting
Very easy to work with
For hot or cold climates
Crushing the product down reduces it to approx. 1/20 of the original size. The resulting waste product can be reused.
Non-flammable
No expensive or heavy machinery required
Non-toxic
No mould
No termites
No forests cut down or habitats lost
The structural component is also the insulating component
Excellent sound insulation qualities
Uses very small amount of materials for the size of the building
Has gained Engineering and Building approvals in Australia
Very low cost
Con’s
Round shape wont work for all furniture
Can’t catch water from the structure
Only 10 years (approximately) of testing in existence
90% built by hand (labor intensive)
Potentially susceptible to impact damage by foreign matter in severe storms
No real defined product testing parameters except specific mix recipe
Can only build at ground level, not multi-story
The pro’s seem to outweigh the con’s. However, that is all on paper. The real test is an actual tangible structure. If time permits one day, I would love to try it out.
Welcome to the final part of this 5-Part series which examines a brief investigation into an alternative view of Mental Illness issues.
To assess a situation correctly you need all the facts. As any mathematician will attest; you can’t solve a mathematical equation with part of the formula missing! There will be no satisfactory result or further advancement of the original problem. In regards to the Mental Illness equation, part of the formula (the bigger picture of life) is missing. Therefore, no satisfactory solutions have been the result.
Billions of dollars are spent on Mental Health each year, and “no known cause” continues to be the common statement behind each mental illness issue. It makes logical sense to experiment with an alternative way, when the current way lacks results of a full recovery.
The predominant aim throughout this series on Mental Illness, has been to present an exercise in discovering the CAUSE of a problem. To examine a problem by involving how God’s Loving Laws work, rather than what the world commonly does; — focusing on studying the EFFECTS of a problem, then try to remove/manage the effects, to make the problem “appear” as if it has been solved. Nothing will ever change or move forward in a sustainable and positive way unless the CAUSE within a person is discovered by addressing issues emotionally.
Unfortunately, due to a LACK of faith in God’s Loving Laws, we choose to make the Medical Industry in conjunction with Pharmaceutical Industry the savior of our discomfort and pain. The current solution to Mental Health ends at a bottleneck with these industries for people suffering from Mental Illnesses, rather than independence from them, and a regained life.
Personal responsibility (a quality of Love), requires us to search for the truth and examine how we could be a part of the problem and also how we could rectify the problem by discovering the full truth — God’s Truth on issues — and then taking loving actions.
With a sincere heartfelt desire to want to find the Truth, God’s Laws of Love are geared to guide you to sources of Truth. God wants you to find the Truth, because he knows the benefit to your happiness it will bring.
Let’s look at an ultra-brief summary of what was presented in this series to demonstrate Cause & Effect.
Problem: Mental Illnesses causing an imposition on a normal healthy functioning life. Mental Illness > an Effect Spirit influence > an Effect Emotional Illness > an Effect Current pain and suffering > an Effect Frozen, stuck, unexpressed, unfelt, unhealed childhood pain and suffering > Cause Solution: Reconnect emotionally with feelings/emotional beliefs/experiences, during childhood. Because many emotions were experienced before any intellectual development had occurred, to remove them they must come out in the same way as they went in — emotionally.
THE FUTURE AIM
The aim for the future would be to have teams of people who have a heartfelt desire to help others with no reward. Who are also sincerely developing in God’s Love in their own lives, therefore qualified to assist others in the same way. Additionally, to work with teams of people who have developed mediumistic abilities also in line with God’s Loving Laws that have a heartfelt desire to help others with no reward. No reward means, not being motivated by a monetary or emotional kickback for what you profess to love to do. In God’s Loving Laws, an action taken with a heartfelt feeling of loving others will always have rewards, just not conventionally what you may think that may be. Often far more than you could ever imagine!
An excellent starting point would be to work in Mental Institutions to help those that are the worse affected with Mental Illness issues. Those whose lives are being tormented to the point they can no longer live a life in general society. To work with the Spirit as an individual identity, whilst working in unison with the affected person as an individual identity. Aiming to discover the emotional blockage in the person that is the point of connection for the Spirit interference.
It is important to foster a loving intention for both the person and the Spirit in this healing process.
Data has already been collected on the patients in Mental Institutions over decades with current treatment methods, so part of the work is already done. A ground zero exists to work from. It will be relatively easy from here to compare an alternative method of treatment, gauge the results, and determine what the facts are in regards to Mental Illnesses. Keep in mind that if a “way” is truly God’s Way of healing, then the results will be permanent and effective solutions, not hit and miss
Because you are working with people, results rely largely on the individuals to desire the help — how they choose to use their Free-Will. Some people that suffer from Mental Illnesses are in a co-dependent relationship (in an addiction) with the Spirit. The person wants to avoid themselves and their hurt and allows the Spirit to have some control over them as a barter, so they are both getting what they want from the interaction. A very dangerous game to play.
Of the Billions of dollars currently spent on Mental Illness research, if only a portion of these funds could be directed into experimenting with God’s Way of healing (no harmful methods), major in-roads could be made quite rapidly into treatment of Mental Illnesses.
Eventually, over time, there would become no such thing as Mental Illness.
SOME PRACTICAL TIPS
Below is a list of some practical tips that may assist anyone that may be suffering from a Mental Illness or anyone in general.
Become educated. Get a truthful education about God – which will be a Loving God. The only truthful education that I have come across on Earth today is : DIVINE TRUTH Some specific resource links can be found at the bottom of this article.
Discover about God’s Loving Laws, for example, the Law of Repentance, Law of Forgiveness, Law of Compensation, Law of Attraction, Law of Rapport & Communication, Law of Cause & Effect, etc.
Discover qualities about God’s true personality via what God has created. For instance: the environmental systems and all their beauty, the human body systems including life-bearing capacities, the solar system, the wonders of chemistry, the human soul. Feel the loving intention behind the creations.
Become educated about spirit existence. Discovering the truth about spirit existence helps to remove the cloak of invisibility that darker spirits work under to engage in harmful interference in people’s lives. The Spirit World is also your future destination. It makes sense to learn about how it all works before you get there.
Listen to mediumship that focuses on helping the Spirits in the Spirit World environment. It will help with the realization that Spirits are just people with the same issues that they had on earth, and that you may also be experiencing right now.
Discover what it is that you feel about all subjects – in particular personal relationships. What’s truly in your heart? Your feelings. Not what you’ve been told or led to believe. Question what you currently believe and discover the reason why you believe it.
Discover the feelings that you had in your living environment when in childhood. The feeling that you had about the others. About yourself? About your parents? About God? About your siblings and other extended family? Your fears? What you liked? What you didn’t like? What you aspired to be when you grew up? Who you looked up to? What things made you feel safe? What things made you feel scared? How did the world as you understood it, feel to you? How far back can you remember? Use photos to see yourself and try to feel how you felt about yourself, about others, and what your world felt like at that time of life. This is an area of development that needs a lot of attention. This is where the CAUSES originated from that have caused false beliefs about love, about your true self, about a Loving God and therefore choices and decisions based upon those erroneous beliefs that create more pain/sadness/suffering as life goes on.
Discover your emotional beliefs/excuses that prevent you from allowing yourself to feel. The reasons/excuses why you shouldn’t have to feel your fears, sadness, pain.
Discover the method (emotional addictions) that you use to avoid fear/pain/sadness. These are how you “escape” from feelings that you find difficult. This is where the essential work begins to affect change. The purpose of the addiction is to try and avoid pain — and in the process ironically causes additional pain. To feel anything, you will need to stop taking the action that the addiction dictates. Actions that you feel compelled to run away from the feelings, that you find difficult/uncomfortable as they are coming up. Allow the emotional discomfort to arise to discover what is really bothering you. This is impossible to work out with your head. Your emotions will lead you to the truth of it — the CAUSE — if you allow them. Be patient with yourself. This will take time.
When the Mental Illness effect kicks in, take note of what was the emotional feeling that just came up in your life that you wanted to avoid. This will be an indicator of what feeling needs to be emotionally addressed — to heal — to prevent the effects from happening.
Stay well hydrated with good quality water. This assists in physio-spiritual connection with your Spirit Guide/Guardian to connect and help you if you are open to that help.
Connect with your body and spend time in what God created – nature. Try walking, jogging, riding, skating, swimming, paddling, hiking, camping etc. Notice how you feel during and after it.
Try and remember your dreams. When your physical body rests upon sleeping, your Spirit Body which is not constrained by physical needs, spends time in the Spirit World. In the Spirit World, experiences that you have will be a reflection of your true condition/development/feelings, as opposed to whatever you would like to believe they are in your awake state. Write down your dreams to get an indication of what is going on for you that you don’t want to see in your awake state. Write, rather than just remember. I found that more memories of the dreams come out as you connect with your physical body by writing. Focus on how you felt in the dreams. Always focus on the feelings. Even go back through what you have written and underline them. They are important.
Allow your emotions to flow. Be like a scientist, gauge the results. How do you feel afterwards? Does it feel better hanging on to pain or connecting emotionally and experiencing the pain? Allow experiences to build upon your faith in the process, by doing it again and gauging how you feel. Do you feel more connected to yourself after the experience?
As you get used to connecting more emotionally, you can distinguish between what your feelings are and what the feelings are that are coming at you from others (Spirit or Physical Person). You will know what’s going on. This is a place of power and control over your own life. It’s a very safe place.
By working through a specific emotional issue and the CAUSE has been dealt with by the emotional process, you will feel different. You will make different and more loving choices. No one will be able to manipulate you by that emotional injury anymore because your feelings have changed. Spirit influence can no longer occur anymore on that issue because the emotional dis-ease that was the common denominator, or the link that allowed the spirit attraction, has now gone.
After working through issues that allow Mental Illnesses, you can go on to help others. Because you have experienced the process and are the living results of God’s Loving Laws in action on how to change in regards to an issue, you can share with other how you did it, on the same issue. Exampling, Cause & Effect.
As people with Mental Illness issues work in harmony with God’s Loving methods of healing, data can then be gathered by discovery of what specific emotions are related to specific Mental Illnesses. Finding out about the unhealed emotional link, as the common denominator. It will make it easier to identify for other sufferers in future cases.
A person with Mediumistic abilities that is unaware of them can now become educated in the Laws in regards to these abilities. With truthful education, they can also develop these abilities to help others — such as working with persons suffering from Mental Illnesses and identifying the offending Spirit whilst discovering more about deeper factual information about the abuse that is happening. Additionally, help can also be given to the Spirit on the issues, if willing.
Woking though emotional repression is going to take time. You will need to be patient with yourself. The repression exists because of a choice to shut down emotionally from specific life experiences that were often too unsafe to feel at the time or you didn’t feel you could handle at the time. For decades, you will have been using methods to avoid ever having to feel those hurts, sadness, fear, or terrors. It is going to take time to unravel/discover emotionally, when it was that you shut down, what choice you made at the time in response to the event, and what methods you use continually use distract yourself from remembering. It’s hard to know where to start sometimes when you are numb. Point #7 above about getting photo’s of yourself and feeling what life was like for you, is a helpful start.
Getting educated about how life works from God’s design is essential. Divinetruth.com has a wealth of information on a range of life examples to help with this. This is also a great starting point. Try the “Secrets of the Universe” talk as in the suggested links in Part 1. Simultaneously, re-acquaint yourself to help identify your feelings with a feeling list. (Google: feelings list for adults) To use it during your day to check in and identify with what it might be that you are currently feeling to help you to become in tune with yourself. The bulk of the work is going to be discovering your own personal reasons for shutting down and discovering the methods that you use, stopping them, and surrendering to whatever comes up emotionally.
You can’t force yourself to feel! Especially when there is an opposing feeling currently inside of you that is defiantly saying that you don’t want to feel. Not even God can make you feel! God can’t oppose the gift of Free-will that he gave you. A fear exists about what is going to happen if you do feel. A fear that is based from the time that you shut down – which is often from childhood events. Discovery of what you believe will happen needs to be investigated. These emotional beliefs/fears/reasons prevent a natural flow to occur.
Persistence is the key. Keep plugging away with the personal investigation into your life and where it got lost/shut down.
PERSONAL EXAMPLE
Just before closing this series, I have yet to mention one effect that Mental Illnesses can often lead to, which is Suicide. Suicide is a state of frustration (anger) about the specific emotional pain that a person doesn’t want to deal with or it feels impossible to ever be resolved, and a belief exists that death is a way out of it. However, it is not! In the Spirit World, the person takes with them the same feelings that they had on Earth — including the same pain. Additionally, they have also committed the act of murder – of themselves, which has its compensation to pay for. And eventually, the additional pain of regret of the impulsive action to suicide, also creeps in. Suicide is not an escape from emotional pain. It just adds to it. This now leads to a personal example.
In my mid-late 20’s I was living on the other side of the country (Western Australia) and everything was going alright in life. I was enjoying learning new things in the work that I was doing. I had also met a girl who I started a relationship with. I had only planned to be there for about a year, and then I moved back to Melbourne (where I was from). My partner also came with me.
I was always open, friendly, chatty and an emotional kind of guy, but I had progressively shut down after being back in Melbourne for about 6 months. I hadn’t noticed it as much as my girlfriend had, who later I discovered, went around asking friends who had known me for a long time, “had they noticed it too, or was I always like that?” I eventually realised how dead I felt inside. I just couldn’t seem to feel anymore. I tried to imagine those close to me being killed in a car accident to see what my reaction to that was, and I had nothing.
This wasn’t good. This wasn’t me. I didn’t know why I had become like that. I was concerned and realised I needed some help. I love God’s Laws (in retrospect), how by choosing to love myself by getting help, the perfect opportunity came up with a person who was doing an unconventional type of therapy that worked really well for me. It was called Bonny Method of Guided Imagery and Music (GIM), which respects the emotional process of healing. My initial chat with the lady facilitating was about a lingering loss feeling from a relationship I had 10 years previous. I had an open heart in that relationship and liked that feeling in me. When it ended, I was accepting but without ever knowing the real reason why it had ended.
There was a deep loss feeling that I couldn’t figure out. It didn’t seem to relate to the specific loss of the girl, or the relationship so much. The loss feeling was more about the loss of love feeling that came from inside of me. I recall having difficulty trying to explain the feeling to the facilitator. All that I could come up with was that it felt like my feelings had been raped. (not by the relationship – just a general feeling of a part of me that had been lost, taken, stolen removed; I didn’t quite know what) I didn’t even really know what all that meant! Like I had lost some core part of me that is ME, but I could no longer seem to find it, perhaps.
The actual Guided Imagery and Music therapy method that I engaged, consisted of a quick chat about any current issue/feelings, then the facilitator would use a specific piece of classical music to suit the emotional state. I would be lying down, and the music would take me to wherever I needed to go.
The facilitator would ask what was happening for me, and I would express by speaking of the experiences. Similarly, to imagery when you are in a dream, except that you are awake but your eyes are closed and cognitive of where you are and your body, of questions being asked and what you are doing and any noises from the outside world. Many things came up for me that I didn’t even know that I had been holding onto emotionally, but not the issue that was bugging me.
With my life at the time, I didn’t feel romantically connected in my heart to the girl I was with. I felt that perhaps I was ignoring that lack of heart feeling which could have been the catalyst for me shutting down. Trying to force myself to love someone, when it was just not there like that. So, I ended the relationship and we parted ways.
About 6 months had gone by (still doing the therapy) and I didn’t feel so dead inside but I still felt at a loss for that deeper feeling that seemed to haunt me. I was coming home from work one afternoon, and while sitting at traffic lights I was feeling the hopelessness of that lingering empty deeper feeling. Along with that, I had a feeling that there was no point in being here. I felt a bit sad about that, but knew what I was going to do when I got home – I choose to check out of existence. (won’t mention the intended method of that decision, as to not give anyone ideas)
Strangely enough, when I arrived home, I had enough care for others that would find my body and decided to have a shower and get into clean clothes, because I was quite dirty from work. While I was standing in the shower, I had a core feeling revisit me – of how I had always been so terrified of death to the point of having panic attacks about death and not knowing if there is anything else beyond, and that I respected life as being important for the short time in all of history that it lasts for – but now I was willing to snuff it out. This made me so sad remembering what my true feelings were about life, that I start crying, and crying and crying. I ended up on the shower floor curled up and crying until the hot water ran out. I went to bed and cried and cried and eventually must have fallen to sleep.
The next morning when I woke, I felt fresh. I didn’t at all feel sad, I feel quite buoyant. I began having thoughts about my life and what I wanted. What did I even like? Getting dressed, I didn’t even know if I liked my clothes.
I decided to go to the local shopping mall (one of the largest in Melbourne) to go and look at clothes and see what I really liked. When I entered the complex I saw something that was quite strange. The people that were walking around in the shopping mall, seemed to be walking around almost dead inside, like animated zombies. This felt quite bizarre to be observing. I figured that this is what the world is like for the average person, and I assumed that the only reason that I could see this is because of the contrast of letting out a pile of pent up sadness. Now, I was open to seeing the effects of that emotional shutdown in others.
That same day, a Saturday, was the prime day for jobs advertised in the paper (old school advertising). It took me nearly 2 hours to go though all the different jobs, stopping at each one, just to see what my feelings were about them. To check in and see if I was missing something that I might like better. After all that, I confirmed that I was really happy about doing what I was already doing – building.
At work in the following weeks, I was more direct with people but still in a pleasant but confident way. I just felt surer in myself, more confident in my feelings. It was spring and for some reason, I was very attracted to flowers by the intensely vivid colors in them. I loved observing them in their natural living state but just had to pick some and bring them home just for their sheer beauty, incredible colors and intoxicating aroma.
Even going out with friends to nightclubs, I had always been so self-conscious about dancing and being judged. But now discovered that I had less interest in my self-consciousness and judgements, and more in my enjoyment of just dancing, which I thoroughly enjoyed for the first time.
Me in a bear suit for a day – something I would not normally have done – doing promotional work for a friends business in a large shopping complex .
There are plenty experiences that I could relay however, the bottom line is here is that if I hadn’t allowed myself the full expression of my sadness, I would not be here writing this today – you would have to channel me instead!
I came to the understanding — after becoming educated about the Spirit existence intermingling with the physical life — that the feelings I experienced at the traffic lights in the example above, were a choice in me of not wanting to feel the hopelessness I felt about the sadness in me, and I was sick of it. This made it was easy for a Spirit to drop a thought into my head and for me to go and take on the suggestion, as if it would be a relief from the feeling. The nasty Spirit was motivated by obtaining a feeling of power by abusing my stuck sadness and manipulating the injury to the point of my Earthly extinction. It was only due to the moment of remembering MY true feelings about the value of life, in contrast to what I was going to do, that I was able to connect to the sadness that was inside of me. I had no energy to fight the feelings anymore, instead surrendered to how sad I felt. I’m quite suspicious that my Guardian prompted that reminder to me, on reflection.
Returning to Melbourne — which was the place where my original sadness memory resided – I feel was the trigger that caused me to shut down to the unresolved painful feelings. I chose to try and ignore all of the sadness until I could not feel much at all, which was essentially losing ME. Additionally, I found out years after that my mother had been going to a therapist not long after I came back to Melbourne about her own sadness. Often when a parent chooses to deal with their emotional injuries, it brings up the same thing within the children at the same time. This could also have been a contributing trigger factor.
Even though I felt so much better, I kept going to the therapy. Not because I felt like I needed to go, but because I enjoyed going to see what else I could find out about me. The deeper loss feeling that I couldn’t get in touch with at that time was something that I would find out about as I continued seeking more truth about myself and about how life works, some 10 years later. That is still a work in progress. But the WAY has been paved.
As a benefit to an education about more than just the physical, about 5 years ago I had been stuck on an emotional issue for quite some time that was getting me down. The issue was in my thoughts at the time and at that moment I heard a voice that said “you might as well kill yourself then”. I just laughed, because I knew it wasn’t from me. It wasn’t my feelings. My own feelings were that suicide is not an option or a solution. It was distinctly obvious that it was from a Spirit.
Knowing what is going on is an empowering position. The comment from the nasty Spirit let me know that I needed to spend more time on resolving that issue, because I will be manipulated by it if left unchecked. A negative can become a positive when you are educated about the bigger picture of life.
TO FINISH UP
I hope that the personal example above may help to illustrate the point that the only way to deal with pain/suffering/sadness is to fully emotionally feel it. That it protects from manipulation. That it enhances your awareness and you will know what is really going on in life situations. That it provides freedom because you will get to know the real you and what you truly want. That you get to experience happiness in the things that you do. This is the way that God designed us; to be able to heal ourselves.
I hope that this series has been helpful.
RESOURCES
Below are some further resources that may be of assistance.
BOOKS
Book of Truths by James E Padgett
Though the Mists, The Life Elysian, The Gate of Heaven by Robert James Lees
Communication with people/Spirits/God occurs beyond the mere physical realm
We are often unaware of our methods/reasons for choosing to be disconnected emotionally from ourselves
Avoidance of personal fear and pain inside of us leaves us prone to being easily influenced by others
THE COMMON DENOMINATOR IS OURSELF
At the centre of the Mental Illness (or really, Emotional illness) issue, is us! It is the point where change and solutions can be made to Mental Health issues.
Large amounts of money are been thrown at the Mental Illness problem without understanding the cause
We need to be educated about the bigger picture of life – beyond the mere physical
Mental Illness issues will continually rise without broader perspectives being investigated and data gained
WHAT IS THE ALTERNATE VIEW ON MENTAL ILLNESS?
Mental Illness in the majority of cases is caused by an interference/influence/possession of a person on Earth by a Spirit or a group of Spirits, which affects the normal functioning of a person in a stable and coherent manner. This is quite evident in serious mental illnesses such as schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, and multiple personality disorder.
Crazy, Mad, Insane! It’s quite common to hear these types of words used in retail sales advertising. Retailers describing their wares that are at well below the “normal” prices that a sane person would sell them at, in an attempt to entice people looking for a bargain.
However, these words originate from stigmatic labels that often shame and ostracize people with serious mental illnesses, insinuating that they are far from “normal” (from the World’s perspective).
An example of advertising used mockingly of Mental Illnesses
While there is growing awareness that Mental Illness issues are becoming increasingly common these days, there is evidence of its existence throughout the history of mankind. The extent of the condition can vary from mild (anxiety or depression) to serious (psychotic episodes), where the person becomes a potential harm to themselves or others and requires separation from general society. In all cases, a reduced quality of life is the result for the sufferer, which often affects those close to them also.
There have been some inroads into treatment and attitude changes in regards to Mental Illness issues over the decades. However, if the issue is on the improve, it seems strange that more and more money is injected into the problem each year, which suggests that it is not on the improve.
For instance: In the US, $225.1 billion was spent on Mental Health in 2019 and has been rising each year.(1) In Australia, $2.3 billion, was budgeted for the 2021-2022 financial year, the largest in budgeting history.(2) The previous financial year budget was for $1.45 billion.(3)
It may seem supportive to input large amounts of money into an issue, but how effective will that be if the efforts taken are not addressing the CAUSE of the issue?
What if the Mental Illness issue is not actually mental? What if the current fields of scientific and medical research are missing a large chuck information? A solution will never arise. To fix a problem, you need all the information, regardless of whether you find it hard to accept or not; to test it, measure the results and discover the truth of it. If it is in fact the truth, it will always have a positive (loving) outcome for all involved.
For some, it’s the one of those two times a year that is seems obligatory to go to Church in order to maintain the Christian status and supposedly keep in God’s favor. For the Chocolate manufacturers, it’s the time of year where the mega profits can be made with the price per gram of chocolate at an absurd high. For others it is the joy of another holiday…YAY!
How did it start? What is it really about? How did Jesus’ exciting new discovery for mankind that man lives on after the body dies – morph into symbolizing a crucifix of death. How did a man (Jesus) who developed a personal relationship with God to the point of receiving so much Love from God that he became Godlike in essence – morph into an Easter Bunny being the entity of focus on the event? (It would make more sense to create the Easter Chicken to tie in with the egg thing). How did crucial eternal life-giving information that nourishes a person’s soul – morph into excitement to have the taste buds tantalized but for a moment, in the form of an egg shaped chocolate?
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